FASHION is my PASSION

UPDATE

2010-01-17T11:19:00.002+08:00

I haven't been blogging much here guys, due to stress? and honestly it is much easier to blog in tumblr than here but since you, blogspot, is my first love I will start updating my posts here. Oki? Oh, and keep up with me at my www.twitter.com/aguilartrisha and www.trishaguilar.tumblr.com :D

Elizabeth

2010-01-05T10:06:00.002+08:00

I thought I have outgrown crying whenever my lola leaves :'( I'll see her on April anyway :)

This is soooo funny. Holiday season is over, and this means more thesis less net surfing for pleasure. >.<

New Year Celebration

2010-01-02T12:36:00.002+08:00

Happy New Year y'all.

the pounds I gained made me changed from this

to this. I look ridiculously whatever here. I know right. :))

here are my friends paula and dane, they came over and stayed for a while.

my cousin jackie.

I am just super excited to have my braces remove already. That's aliyah on the middle jackie's sister.

I was never good with fireworks shots.

Happy New Year to y'all :)

more pics at my fb account.

new loots :)

2009-12-29T13:51:00.004+08:00

This is an updated post of the few loots I got for myself and received as well. I just thought I'd share it though.

I have a feeling that my next splurge aside from shoes would be perfumes.

There is something in them that got me interested with accessories as well.

Gifts given by two of my close friends :)

I am so obsessed with non-heeled shoes. So are the lacy ones but niko stopped from buying so. He said he does not like too much lace. Let me correct that, the one I was aiming for are rather strappy than lacy haha.

Christmas all over :)

2009-12-26T11:40:00.004+08:00

Hope you enjoyed your Christmas everyone :)
Since I am an almost grown up lady, most of the gifts I have received are gift cards haha. I have considered it much better so that I can freely choose the gifts I want for myself :)

Before the day ended we (family) decided to watch an MMFF entry at the Mall of Asia. The majority voted for Ang Panday and look where it got them. Haha. It was not that bad, but something I would not say I loved or would recommend. Also, the movie house was such a disappointment because for a minute or two there had been a technical problem while the film is being played. Imagine the the film audience's reaction, including me, watching the film with no sound at all, guessing what line could the actors be saying. The hated part is that the management did not even rewind the scene where the sound was cut off.

Anyway. That was a bad review for the MOA cinema management.

I wore same toned outfit to match the gift I got from Niko :)\

As I promised you guys. Here it is. :)

More pics on my fb :)

Happy Holidays :)

back on track

2009-12-24T22:39:00.003+08:00

The year's about to end. 2009 has been a very memorable year for me because of too many reasons like me being in my last year in college, me being in a situation I never thought of, and a lot more. Before the year ends I would just like to tell myself that everything that has happened to me including the blessing in disguise times will never be forgotten, but rather be cherished. For the past months I was just blinded by my own fears and of the reality that came knocking right at the front of my door step. It made me forget the things I want, love, and like. But no, I am not blaming that reality or problem as what people see it, I have just been afraid of the circusmtances I was into, but now that I am already out of it I can say that..

I am really back on track now.

and 2009 will always be remembered no matter what.

That blessing in disguise will remain in my heart forever.

Happy Christmas to y'all

2009-12-24T21:17:00.002+08:00

Happy Christmas everyone :) Honestly, I still cannot feel the Christmas spirit maybe because I still have a hang of school work. Also I feel sad with the people who would be celebrating their Christmas eve's in the evacuation centers. Anyway, I am also blessed because I have my family with me and I receiving lots of things lately :) So, no need to be sad. haha.

I am happy with the present niko gave me, I will be showing you guys tom.the photo together with my outfit :)

For the mean time let me just show you pictures of Christmas eve with niko and my newly bought oxfords :)

and my sweet baby says

Merry Christmas and keep on eating hahaha :)

Happy Holidays!

2009-12-21T10:43:00.002+08:00

It's been a while.

this was my cousin andres right when he was born 2 months and a half ago.

and this is him now. :)

Happy Holidays everyone :)

next day, I'll be back.

2009-11-27T22:44:00.003+08:00

Fashion will always be in my blood.
It may have gone for a while,
but it sure did come back.

The challenge is,
where to start?

I have been gone
for quite sometime.

Anyway,
this blog will be the start.

Tomorrow is gonna be
the output.

2009-10-26T18:07:00.000+08:00

I will be coming back.

SOON.

PAINFUL T.T

2009-10-01T11:00:00.002+08:00

Sorry for the late update. The very hated storm Ondoy just took the power out of me. yes I feel like dying already. I have been staying at home for so many days already.

My head has been aching for like four days straight now. I do not know what’s wrong or why I haven’t had a check up yet. I am into thinking that staying too much at home for 4 days straight is the one to blame, but no. Obviously it’s not. I hate flu. I did not know it would be this painful and as much as I want to go out and do something my parents, our parents rather because it’s not just me but my siblings as well, would not allow us to leave the house.

Headache please leave me I am begging. :’( My stomach too has been mean to me. Or maybe this is what you call the post heartbreak syndrome. I do not even want to say it’s a post, because.. It is not just yet. Argh.

Aside from headache I have been vomitting. Might as well tell my parents when I see them. Right now I do not have the strength to stand up and leave my room :’(

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Saturday Night

2009-09-20T21:21:00.003+08:00

(next jeans, woman's secret top, MNG red bag)

I am sorry for my poker face. haha. Its not that poker more like funny something icky face haha. I look stupid.

Obviously saturday night would often lead to nigh outs. Being the photographer is sometimes not nice since you don't get much to participate in the picture haha.

Good thing someone's kind to take a picture of me with them haha. I had a very bad hangover the next day. Errr. Not so good.

Anyway that's the reason why I take pictures of myself prior to events like that :)

more at www.trishaguilar.tumblr.com :)

amadeo trip....

2009-09-15T13:13:00.004+08:00

It was crazy and unplanned. Things you do for like (LOVE).
I had to buy leggings and shoes and order for me to change since I was wearing a skirt and oxford heels, I knew I had to change.

and I just love my new looooots. I am hoping to get my slashed leggings sooon before it runs out of the store again.

new loots..

2009-09-12T21:40:00.006+08:00

Yay! :) I am happy to have finally own a real liquid leggings :) I am also happy with my new shoes :) They are comfy, and not so hard to walk with to. I think its really right that platform heels are perfect for those who cannot afford to wear heels properly haha :) and I love my G2000 top. Like I said I am into oversized tops lately :) my purple belt is also LOOOVED, and of course I am most happy with me feature in Candymag.com :)

I ate out with Niko.. :) and friends as well :)

Love y'all :)

first feature :)

2009-09-12T20:35:00.003+08:00

hey please do check this site :) I was featured in the style files of candymag.com. I would like to thanks candy mag for giving me such an opportunity :) please do check :)

http://www.candymag.com/magazine/fashion/style-files-trisha-aguilar :)

love at first sight

2009-09-11T22:12:00.002+08:00

Saw it at a local shoe boutique. Last pair. 50 0ff. What can I say? :)

Its purple and its love. :)

pinky leighton

2009-09-11T02:36:00.002+08:00

source:laura

Me encanta la moda

2009-09-10T21:56:00.001+08:00

I LOVE FASHION

fringe hoodie

2009-09-10T21:49:00.002+08:00

perfect for girls who want to have longer hair. Errr it costs 140$ to 170$. Depends on the store.

source:fashionista

Nonooo Lyons

2009-09-10T21:36:00.002+08:00

Love the jacket. Thanks to designers Misha and Deborah. LOOOOVE.

source:fashionista

wednesday. BAD.

2009-09-09T20:18:00.000+08:00

I do not know, but I just wonder... if you are contented with what you have, like not having much of the things you want in life and you aren't actually the best, does that mean you live in mediocrity?? I just wonder.

I love water. I love the rain, but earlier, I kind of got pissed with it. You see, I do not have my own car, and its just my dad who brings me to school at times and earlier was unfortunate because... to cut the long story short, the shoes I was wearing failed me in the stormy situation here in Manila. Yes it got destroyed, the left shoe actually. T.T Like what they say, when something leaves, there's a better one coming, something like that haha.

On the lighter side. I am happy that I finally got my liquid leggings, real liquidy leggings online :)

cooool

2009-09-09T19:20:00.006+08:00

The new love.

My next target, something like that. Nice jacket. :)

and these knee high boots are really perfect for the season/weather

Aren't these cool?

Perfect look for the season.

source:fashionising and Zara

Jabbawockezz fever

2009-09-07T11:12:00.004+08:00

First of all I did not know that the Jabbawockeez will be in town. I meant Manila. It was only last Wednesday or Thursday I think that I knew they would have their mall tour. Anyway it was my first time to see town center crowded and all that. I had a hard time breathing because of too many people, anwyay the experience was great nonetheless.

I went to Makati the next day and the people were going crazy over the Jabbawockeez again. I did not know that the next mall tour was in Glorietta. I went to Podium and Megamall because of too many people, Jabbawockezz are hell of an aweosme.

(top from my closet, bottom from my closet, bag form f21, shoes from Nothing but Water)

(at Sueno de Espadrilles)

(meet my siblings..)

My new loot...

I do not know what made me buy the shoes, I guess because of its weirdy cuteness. :)
I also bought a backpack for my school. Its pink and very cute haha.

Have a nice week ahead!!!

remembering...

2009-09-05T00:07:00.000+08:00

we are both okay. I am now happy. I mean I chose to be happy :)

pink power

2009-09-04T22:29:00.001+08:00

Men know how to carry pink so well. Though they kind of look pretty weird in it, still they look cute :)

Aren't you loving pink???

source:facehunter

shoe trends for the crazy meee.

2009-09-04T21:54:00.004+08:00

2009 shoes that I go gaga for. Don't you just love em???

"Don't they just defy the trends??" right??

Fringes have made their comeback as well. I am happy to have a pair of fringe boots.

I gave my blue pumps to a friend because I plan to have a blue shoes as awesome as this...

Source:fashioning.com

tragedy of thy heart

2009-08-30T21:52:00.006+08:00

I hate feeling something that I do not want to linger anymore.

I love to buy things for myself when I am sad.

I forgot to think of myself when I pursued the calling of my heart.

I have never experienced such heartache in my entire existence.

Fortunately I have new things to keep me busy somehow.

Unfortunately those new things did not work for me.

Unfortunately what I thought would last forever, ended.

-something I did for my class. I think you ought to know by now where did these come from.

my saturday class and day. sooooo okay but I am having a hard time inside.

(dress from ruins, denim vest from grandmom, shoes from ATC)

I am still coping with the painful experience that up to know I have not yet come to accept. I am starting to think and feel so many things already. Argh.

OKay so saturday was tiring, very tiring. Then came Sunday.

I am happy to have two new pairs of flops :) I got them from Nothing but water. 50 off.

(wearing the same blazer. I just cannot help but fall for it.)

I am planning to buy a pair of shoes from Aldo and/or Zara if I still have the funds. I really want those two pairs :'( I need to express what I feel, and buying the things I want especially when I am like this really helps.

My brother also bought his supra. Good for him. Blessed him.

I still hate it that I cannot accept the fact that someone's gone already. Its hard. Very hard.

jobless student in need of cash

2009-08-27T22:11:00.004+08:00

Isn't ironic that I am a jobless student when I am supposed to be studying lng instead of looking for a job. Well if not, then for me somehow it is. I need cold hard cash, for my own use and expenses haha. Because of that I tried applying to this job at (will not mention the place).. Only to find out that no it is not what this person told me to be. This person whom is the friend of my friend's friend told me that it was an online advertising job but when me and 2 of my friends went there..hai. We obviously got disappointed. Apparently it was a networking thing or BOM.. Business Opportunity Meeting. I am not a fan of networking so let's just say I just shed off the idea.

Anyway let me just show you guys pictures of what happened to me.

(mng red bag :)

(our lovey shih tzu frodo :)

(me and my friend santi :)

(me, jason, and santi :)

I am still coping with what I was feeling. I think you already know that. I pray to get over fast. I really do.

P.S
My hair's back to its natural color already :) I know I just dyed it black but nevertheless black is still the original color of my hair :)

The man I fell for.

2009-08-21T11:33:00.003+08:00

The man I fell for

I fell for a man who has nothing at first glance
But eventually caught my heart
I fell for a man who was nothing to me
But eventually became my everything

I fell for his wits, charm, and smile
His attitude, intelligence, and company
His kindness, understanding
His personality that says it all

How could I just let go that easily?
If he makes my day, makes my life
I just fell for a man
who completely changed my life

My thoughts are his so are my dreams
And that I can't even bear to let go
But times like this requires an end
Even everything that has breath dies

This passion however will always linger
And I do not know for how long it will stay
All I know is that he has already marked
A special place in my heart

I do not want this to be a farewell
For he is the man I fell for
And I just want him to be
The one and only man I 'd fall for.

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floral makes my day

2009-08-17T21:01:00.003+08:00

I am into floral pieces right now. I think they add life to the outfit and makes it more lively, makes more statement. On the other hand you won't be able to accessorize that much. There are times I love plains as well, okay I think it really depends on my mood.

Anyway this is what I wore for today

This floral blazer from Marietta Rossiti which I got from my grand mom is much loved, and I turned my new look dress into a skirt. Top and inner top are from a local boutique shop here in Manila and wore my peep toe oxfords from Janilyn.

We had an afternoon with the rector, and that program is about the presentation of each organizations planned activities for the school year. I had a busy day taking pictures and walking around in high heels. Which reminds me I love what my girlfriend Sofia wore for today's event

I just love the pop of yellow in her outfit. Don't you guys? I also made her as my subject for my photography assignment which requires at least three techniques of composition. This picture has color..lines.. and I am still working on that one technique haha.

I also did buy few things for myself just to unwind make me forget certain things. I bought two nail polish, a vest, shorts, and belt. Yes they are just cheap finds at the mall.

These are my girlies, dane, paula, and sofia.

I am thinking of going to Singapore and work there after I graduate, on the other hand I am also thinking of working here and study fashion marketing. If only fashion journalism is available here in the Philippines. Those are just mere plans. All I need to do now is to study hard and save more.

P.S
My Tiffany bracelet is officially missing. I cried last night because I have been looking for it two nights straight already. Its like my dkny watch and that tiffany are the only accessory I love to wear. I cannot accept that fact that it is missing. I think its with my mom but scared to ask her because she might not give it back. T.T hate it.

I will just focus on my French and Spanish lessons.

french lessons 101

2009-08-16T20:25:00.004+08:00

Bonjour. Je suis un magasin self avoué toxicomane, en particulier sur les chaussures. En fait, je suis un accro des chaussures. Et je suis en train d'apprendre le français aujourd'hui en esperant qu'il me mettre à la dime plongez sur mon veut .. ou les besoins, je suppose.

J'espère que vous comprenez ce que je dis. Je sais que ma grammaire est un gachis.

Hello. I am self confessed shopping addict, shoe addict actually and I am learning French and Spanish now. i hope I do earn a dime in doing so to spend on my wants..or more like me needs. Forgive me I know my grammar is a mess.

Have a nice week ahead :)

Passez une bonne semaine à veni!!! :)

shoe orgasm by Trisha23 featuring Dorothy Perkins shoes

bi-polar says it all

2009-08-15T22:21:00.004+08:00

The weather is too much annoying and irritating for me to dress up. I have been too lazy to dress up beacuse of the scorching hot weather earlier. Geesh. I think it's enough reason for my outfit for today.

I think the weather is also to blame for my terrible hairdo haha.

I am loving my choco smelling lip gloss from estee lauder which was given by my brother's gf.. I mean ex. My brother's such a.. forget it. Anyway the girl and I are still friends though.

Dane tried the lipgloss as well and obviuosly liked it.

Those two people, Paula and Dane are my closest girlfriends in my college. They keep me sane whenever I go insane.

We went at town center to hang out and watched a movie. If you want a feel good movie watch Hangover. Its so funny, very funny. Enough said.

I seriously need money. I wish I had a part time job haha.

And it would be really sweet to know what you are thinking so just do leave a comment either telling me how silly am I or whatever you feel like :) Thanks :)

its OUR birthday :)

2009-08-14T00:18:00.004+08:00

It has been two years since I first realized that Niko would be such a very good companion though I know we fight like the usual cats and dogs do. Anyway it is also another late post and it was such a bummer since it was a school day so my outfit for that day is not worth posting but since August 11 is considered special, I'll just post it anyway, on the other hand pictures of my outfit aren't that good since Niko forgot to put the SLR on auto focus and used the manual one that's why pictures of me, yes, are blurred, so I decided not to post it anyway.

We just at a fine dining restaurant at Bf called Pidente since we had classes in the morning till night. The restaurant serves Spanish.. or Italian.. I think Spanish food haha. I ate Seafood pasta while Niko ate Beef Salpicao, I think it's a Spanish restaurant haha. It is a really cozy resto perfect for a romantic date. Actually I was scared of going home late since I have a midterm exam the following day, but thank the Lord for He spared and I think I only got 4 mistakes... I think and I hope haha.

(this is what I ate. and I think the picture is better with a flash, Niko did not want me to put on the flash but I believe I have more knowldge on photography than he does haha)

(here is the picture with a flash. see?)

(here's what he ate. I asked him to take a shot of his own food. The photos just seem to ruin the tatse of the food)

(here's what we had for our appetize, it a calamari salad, i know it does not look nice but believe me it tastes good)

(this is what I gave him for that day, aside form the phone haha, I tried making this and a clearer version of this si at my previous posts so check them out :)

I hope to have a companion like this for the rest of eternity.........

Tada. Next time

P.S
I am really loving Becks Ko of camrefilmroll, I think she is really inspiring me in so many ways.
Anyway, I think most of you reading my blog prolly know her, and prolly like her too :)

day before the birthday.

2009-08-13T23:19:00.005+08:00

I know this is a veryyy late post. I have been very busy, to the point that I hardly opened my fb account. anyway I attended a friend's birthday party. We had fun super. hahaha. So let me just leave the talking to the pictures :)

Sorry for the poor quality of the photos. My hands are either shakey or I just did not fix the shutter speed so well. Anyway. Blah. More pictures on my facebook account :)

Yes the net too has been a sucker, I cannot use the photobucket due to its slowness. Boo.
I want a latext/spandex/shiny leggings sooooooooo bad. T.T
I checked it out on Zara, Topshop almost all in the stores I know and too sad that I was not able to find one but in return I found a denim leggings in Zara. I just can;t help but really be amazed by the fact that it indeed a leggings haha.

Nevertheless, my want for the wetloook leggings are still here, and I might just buy it online just to satisfy my hunger for it.

sooooo busy and soooo stupch.

2009-08-13T11:59:00.003+08:00

yes its my new term for stupid. Today, thursday August 13 is the only free time I have and yet I have forgotten my memory card in the school, I left the camera at my cubby forgeting that the compact flash is still there. O guish.

I have been very busy this past few days. but I will be posting more pictures and stories later or as soon as I get more free time. I am in a poverty state right now and have spent... Forget it.
Anyway our burthday story and pictures will be coming up as well..

I will just leave you guys with pictures..or rather art I made as gift for Niko. haha.

Just few slides I have made. see ya around.

casual days require casual outfits

2009-08-08T22:37:00.003+08:00

Today is nothing special, except that two days from now it will be... OUR birthday :)

So for today I decided to add yellow into my outfit which is the shirt in the memory of the late former president Cory Aquino. I know that her death caused a lot of people pain and tears but I did not know that me myself would cry over her death. I am not usually a person who cries over the death of someone prominent like Mj's death yes it was sad but I did not cry. But Cory Aquino's death... Man I was not yet even born during the edsa 1.. But Cory Aquino indeed really is an inspiration to all of us. Also wheneever Kris Aquino (daughter of the former president) cries her heart out, there is something in her that makes me feel her pain. Ooh.

(unbranded yello top, from bangkok vest, speedo leggings, sandals form ATC, Sandro Vicari red bag)

(a reason why I stopped smiling with my teeth showing, I look basically hideous because of the braces. Argh.)

I also realized that music can really help provoke person's emotions or moods. Actually I cried while listening to the version of Sarah Geronimo's Magkaisa and watching the procession and clips of Cory Aquino's death.

Anyway I do not want to dwell on that too much na since it might cause me tears again haha.. On the lighter note, I am happy to have finished... oops. there is still one exams waiting for me until I officially say that my midterms have finally ended. I am quite happy with my tests, most of them are practical. I am just quite nervous with my Advertising Copywriting since... I do not know why, I just feel like I am not that good of a copywriter hahahaha.

With that my friends planned a gimik ( night out) which unfortunately I could not attend to because...... GUESS WHAT.

My parents did not allow me. I just could not. hay. I do not even want to talk about it. Even though I am not a teen already I am still their daughter afterall. I have very strict parents. Sheesh. I am not also the begging type of daughter, when they say no, I say Ok. End of discussion.

So my friends just planned to hang out in a nearby place. Actually we did not plan it..... it just happened. I was just in town center with them, then

(Dane using my lappy, and Paula either looking irritated or bored. I do not know with Dane. haha!)

(on our way to Manong's. I just tried putting the picture of a whiter version me. haha. Its like a before after thing, only that this is the after before thing haha. I am sorry for the angles, SLR is a quite big cam, hard to hold when taking a shot of yourself)

Do tell me if I look good with a whiter or darker skin haha.

(Dane, Paula, and Jaggy at the back seat)

( Paula with J.R a.k.a BITOY haha)

(with the driver. haha. Alec. Imagine there are like 7 of us in the car. Talk about stuffing oursleves haha)

So yeah we went to manong's at.. festi?? To hang out when we saw....

dady!! haha. No he is not my dad. We just call him that because... because.. That's what other students call him haha. He goes to school with us taking up Legal Management. See? Now you know why dady haha.

He is sooo generous in treating us sisig ( pork...food) and many more haha.

(another camwhoring session with my girls...)

Let me leave you with this picture

The matakaw Jaggy haha.

More pictures on my fb account

Ciao!!! :)

its a shoe rambling.

2009-08-07T23:46:00.011+08:00

Who would have thought that a person like me, yes like me, would fall in love with FASHION. Maybe from the very beginning (ever since I started dressing up to look good) I have liked fashion though it was unconscious at first but little by little it did take a toll on me and it happened just this summer of 2009. I just took an action that I really wanted to dress nicley and with a twist by creating a fashion blog or rather joining a fashion blog website.

But my love for shoes.. Oh. That I know ever since I started walking I knew I loved shoes.
I just ignored it really. Why? I do not know, maybe because I did not want the feeling of wanting a lot of things. I wanted to be contented. But..... this coming of age proved that No..No..

You just can't let go of that dream of having to beat Imelda Marcos for owning 2,000 pairs shoes or more.

I do not know nut there is something with glads that I really like. I do not know.

and I never really thought that I would fall for Guiseppe Zanotti as well.

I don't think I would wear heels like those but still I find it really ooooohhhhh. On the other hand maybe I will.

And one of my current loves are Oxfords!! Yes. Oxfords. Its like I want hundred pairs haha.

This pair is just a copy of the valentino booties which is this...

But this replica is already okay. (source: shoeblog)
These are from Urban Outfitters if I am not mistaken

Blue or black?? I like them both!! I LOVE OXFORDS!!!

also I know this is last season but admit it gladiators are still hot these days... and like what I keep on saying I am usually a flats kind of person and just by seeing this I know I truly laaabbbbb it!

I know I will always love flats.. there is also this gladiator flats I saw at aPRP and I am planning tp buy it soon after THE birthday haha.

For not so expensive but good looking shoes I will go for Charles and Keith. Yes I love their shoe style only thing though is that most of them are heeled, and I hardly go to school in heels because of the connotation that you are overdressed when you go to our school in heels, especially if you arer tall like me. ( I am not that tall but everytime I wear heels people think I am crazy T.T)

lastly I want to stuff my shoe closet with all of these pairs!!!

shoe addict by trishee featuring different brands of shoes.

Oh.. juice. Once I get my first job you would probably know where most of my earnings will go to hahahaha!! This is just the first part of the shoes I would want to own, let me update them some other time. mwah.

isaw-mania.

2009-08-03T21:49:00.002+08:00

Gawd. I am in serious trouble. Why? LOOOOOOOOOONNNNNNNGGGGGGG story. See? You can imagine how long noh? Anyway, today is the start of midterms week. I am supposed to be stressed, or maybe I am not, anyway who said midterms have to be stressful.

I just roamed around LP after my day in school and had some isaw ( chicken intestine) and some sort of animal organs ( I know sounds yuck, but its not
that gross,....... haha) with Niko and Dane.

(do not be scared. there's chicken intestine, pig's ears, barbecue, at least its not turtle errrr?)

I had a very not so good day, it started when I went to Manila, just to fix somethings.. Argh. I don't even want to mention or tell the story as why I had to go there. I am just hating my brother right now for his insensitivity, and his.. insensitivity. So argh. pft. INSENSITIVE.

Anyway this will be, after I get out of this semi-big trouble, the last time I will ever ask help from him. NEVER AGAIN. Seems like I am driven by my anger noh ha-ha.

hai. Anyway good thing I was with Niko and Dane, and they somehow cheered me up. Especially ehem Niko ha-ha. yeehee here I go again.

He just looks sooooo cute and ewww while he eats his food, ha-ha. He ate with rice pa. Sige lng go Niko haha. Go.

I got sick, and full of the isaw na din, obviously i ate plenty of it. But that did not stop us from posing in front of the cam haha. whatta camwhore.

(model ng isaw??? ha-ha)

(they are sick of it na. I think we wont be coming back here for a long time haha)

We basically just camwhored, and my outfit for today's toooo lazy its because, of the Manila thing, I got lazy to dress up as well. I just wore whatever it is that I found in my closet.

(I have been trying my best to have an excellent capture of the image using a verrrryyyy slow shutter speed, but it just does not seem to work, anyway here is the best we got I think ha-ha)

(okay, i think this is the best na ha-ha. )

(so dane and I are trying to imitate what Niko has been doing ha-ha)

okay one last picture before I end this. More pictures at my fb account :)

I got a feeling....

2009-08-01T20:13:00.006+08:00

Why make that as my title? because this song is the one that keeps on playing in my head right now.

I have been through.. ugh the worst relationship trial ever, with a friend, okay special friend. I just hate it, its like sucking the blood, or worst, life out of me. Why? Because I have come to be attached with him, Niko. I know you are getting used of him already.

But I have cleared things out with him already. All through out the painful week, the black eyed peas single is the only song I keep on listening to.. I just do not why. (imagine me crying while the song is playing on the background)

But like I said, I am feeling much better now. I keep on saying but, and I am starting to be annoyed by that. hmp.

So what I wore for today, since the both of us are okay now (back), is this.

(dorothy perkins white blouse, basilier brown pants, bottega veneta orange bag, aerosoles orange shoes)

I was in the mood to look formal yet not that formal kind of look maybe it's because of the post heartache syndrome. I swear the color of the pants are brown, its just that the camera or my editing perhaps did not seem to do justice in it.

I do not have much pictures right now because, I am having hard time uploading pictures in the net. I also seem to lose my energy towards writing. Again maybe its because of the post heartache syndrome.

I should now stop blaming the traumatic heartache experience I had. Ha-ha. I am leaving my blog with a quote from Erich Fromm from his book The Art of Love which is.....

Love is not just a factual of heart but of the mind as well.

And my say is, love will not work by using your heart alone.

Bbye.

P.S

more pictures, tom. If I am not that busy. :)

I Gotta Feeling - The Black Eyed Peas
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the worst place with the best people

2009-07-28T11:41:00.002+08:00

I have never really considered that this SM could be the worst SM in the universe so far,
considering that I practically grew up going to that mall, OKay, not that I always go to
that mall but the by the mere name of that mall reminds me of my highschool days.

(with my high school friends)

Anyway, maybe this SM is not that bad, I think I am generalizing the fact that they have the
WORST, I repeat, its a fact, apparently to me, that they have indeed the worst ARCADE center
ever! So worst that I did not even take a picture of the place.

(only our faces because the place is really soo bulok, good thing we are not bulok haha!)

But for the love of my friends, I agreed to go to this place even though seriously
I was already feeling sick, knowing that I would be hanging out there. Exaggerated?
YES. But this is me, and this is how I am, and I do not have to explain furthermore,
because my friends know it and my enemies.. do I even have one?? haha.

(meet moi, gel, chari, and becky)
eating at karate kid.

(the three of us foooling around haha)

I also realized that accidental happenings are at some point better than the actually
planned ones.. haha. I am happy to say that I am a registered voter already.
I did not plan to involve myself in the activity prior to going to the ugh. place. but
since becky and chari are going to regitser themselves, I decided to do myself the favor
as well. I do not know why my best friend Angela did not join us, well whatever her reason is.. I still think she is pretty weird haha.

(yeah so this is gel.. i told you PRETTY weird haha.)

I still do not know who to vote for.. Anyway, so my plan was to go at least to Town Center
to hang out but Chari and Becky, said that it was far from their place, which is not that far and I remember Becky mentioned that she needed to be home by four so I gave my want to hang out in Town and went with them at... I will not mention the place nlng.

(so this two, chari and becky were the culprits.. or the ones to blame for the bad location haha)

(but look at them they seem to be enjoying it pa.. esp. becky.. noh?)

( see, I told you she is enjoying it haha. to think she was the one who said she had to leave early haha)

So I agreed to hang out to this mall just to find out that Becky will be going home late,
we went home at around 7.3oish na. hai naku. That is all I can say to them haha. Anyway it was
indeed the worst place.. or sm so far for that matter... but with the best people :)

I still enjoyed hanging out with them because I super missed them sayang (such a waste/unfortunately ) that the other members of the barkada was not there.

Next time I hope to have my barkada (clique) completed hahaha. LOL ;p

dress up.

2009-07-19T22:05:00.002+08:00

new look dress, denim co jacket, online shoes

this is what I wore for my class yesterday. It was actually a day to night outfit because I also wore this for the acquaintance party of the freshmen. I am practicing the habit of wearing day to night outfits for the reason that... I won't be wasting my time going home from school, and to learn how to be fashionable under pressure??? I think that would fall under a different category.

same dress, diff.shoes.

I just changed my shoes into boots that I got from my grand mom again. I opted to wear flat shoes because I was assigned to take pictures of the event. Oh it reminds me.. that I need to uplaod the pictures at my fb account na. Oh gosh. So many things to do yet so little time. Very little time actually.

yes I do happened to be the walking photo booth for that event. I still had fun though. I can say the party was not that horrible compared to what the OTHERS probably thought.

I just wished all of the freshies attended but oh well there will always be those who would be really insensitive and apathetic about the projects that people try to put up for them.

this is me with dane, marlon, and jaggy. Good thing butch or... (naku, I am sorry I am quite confused who took the pic) whoever took the picture was there to somehow at least take a good picture of me.. with them haha.

and yeah this is me with dane, trying my best to take a shot with this SLR. I have always thought that I am good with taking pictures of me using any camera haha. (just a thought)

and there was this dance showdown that I almost missed because I went outside, I also had a hard time taking some decent pictures of the showdown. In my own opinion, among the shots I took, this is the best I have captured. LOL.

these were the two winners from the showdown.. a girl form BM (Business Management) and a guy form CMS (Comm.and Media Studies) yeepee CMS the best.....(biased mode)

the party ended at exactly 12, I had fun dancing with my friends.. more like going crazy with them at the dance floor.

How can I forget to have a picture of us.

AAaaaaah. I still have some blogging to do tom. but for the meantime I have to got to bed na because I might fall flat in front of my pc. (is that even possible?) Argh (which reminds me... I need to buy a router for my wi-fi at home and a prepaid broadband. *sigh*)

See so many things to do but so little time. I'll catch up with my adventure/s tom.

LOve,
Trisha

typical ramblings.

2009-07-14T21:41:00.006+08:00

I have been wanting to forget what happened to me last night. It was ugh. SINFUL. must-not-remember-nor-mention-it-AGAIN......

Yesterday Monday was really an I-do-not-know day. Like I cannot remember. Or maybe its juts the night part I do not remember.. It was raining, or was kind of rainy yesterday that's why I decided to wear this..

(kamiseta jacket, zara basics top, lee pants, vintage belt, pink crocs flats, vintage bag)

Good thing it rained because I really wanted to use the jackets I got from my mom and grand mom and the jackets I found lying underneath my closet ( yes, I have a very... messy closet).

I also did my homework for my photography class which is to capture the ff:

one image of blatantly fast shutter speed

(this was my first attempt, though the head was cut off, I really liked the shot haha)

(finally I got it na. I call this PERFECT :>)

(this is janel, ooohh they jump so high haha)

one image of blatantly slow shutter speed

(I am not that sure if this shot would qualify, I am so into capturing te smoke e haha)

image of shallow depth of field effect

image with a deep depth of field effect

I am kind of enjoying my photography class. I know my shots are not that oooohhh wow but that's one of the reasons why I took this class. Basically I would like to learn more about the art of photography haha. My favorite shot.. I think its very obvious by now, with Marlon as my favorite subject, it is his jump shot that I fave the most haha :) veerrrryyyy good. I find the last one lousy, oh well I know my professor would be a much good critique about that, it's (the shots) to be submitted tom. wednesday haha, and I will be waiting comments from him.

After that I hanged out a bit with my friends then went home. Hai. My story ends there haha.

I am like annoyed with chictopia right now. so annoyed seriuosly. :'( it wont open sheesh!

Trisha

weekend break

2009-07-11T20:54:00.005+08:00

Yey. Weekend means more time to rest. I hope so. Yesterday (Friday, July 10) was just really tiring. Actually the week was very tiring, its like one hell of a week for me. AnywayI had fun today because Niko and I celebrated what we call the nikotrisha day. For some reason we just decided and realized that the number eleven or the 11th of August 2 years ago did something to the both of us.. or to me perhaps so we take time to remember that every month haha (okay I do not want to make this sound so cheesy)

Yes we have been going crazy and fooling around for the past 23 months already..
We abviously ate outside then strolled around the mall, and bought some things for myself.. We did not really hanged out that long since he had to go to Laguna for their team building. T.T

I really had fun today. oh and last night with his brothers. They were all cute together :)
Hai. Too bad I was not able to take a shot of us :'( since I was sooo lazy to get my camera in the car. I know there will be a next time for that. ( My blogging right now is so unforgivable LOL)

I also bought a new pair of shoes this week (actually niko did). I love the pinkness of the shoe that's why I instantly bought it haha. My outfit falls between irony and eccentricity. I don't know what made me say that, I just feel like it because of the skirt and the shoes.

I am not really in the mood to dress up that much because I have been growing like CRAZY!!!!
My fatness is already unforgivable, well apparently to me. I seriously need to be serious (okay how redundant is that?) with what I want now. School has been very stressful, and people there have been very.... IRRITATING and ANNOYING. Yes very.. way too annoying.

I am also irritated with my rents right now. esp with the argh dad see how irritated I am. I hate it when he shouts or raises his voice, its just too irritatting especially now that I have my period, my patience is running low right now. (the reason I am ranting is because I have my period. I think haha)

The only thing that is making me giddy and excited are the clothes and shoes my Lola sent me. Another yey for that. I cannot wait to dress up. I can't wait to lose weight. (That rhymes LOL) I cannot wait for this period to END!!!!!

Okay I am going crazy. I wish this period stops na tlga.

Trish (O.0)

what breaks me..makes me..

2009-07-07T21:43:00.002+08:00

I am not to talk about fashion but rather what I truly feel. Not that publicizing what I feel would put an end to whatever I am encountering right now, nor would I want to publicly humiliate myself. I would just like to use this medium to vent out at the same time express my outlooks and emotions that seems to be bittersweet and complicated.

OKay I totally lost what I wrote. and it sucked BIG time.

This guy up here is Niko and I happened to hate his insensitivity at times, his criticisms that seems so insensitive, and the sound of his voice when he is so irritated... and yes he may break me at times..

for the past few days, we have been experiencing this rocky situation that is draining all the emotions in me but on the other hand I just realized...

He also makes my day, helps me through thick and thin, never gives up on me.. and still sticks with me though I have pushed him away a thousand times already.

Now is that a person worth pushing or keeping?

I say I keep this nosy guy around. Through thick and thin, he is my best friend after all.

WHITE emergency

2009-07-05T11:47:00.009+08:00

Yes it was indeed a white emergency. But thanks to camerafilmroll's blog I have come to make my ordinary blouse into a tube top :) I had to attend to a debut of a friend which has a white party theme, and unfortunately I am kind of broke right now so I cannot buy that perfect white dress YET. Well actually, I have this perfect white dress envisioned in my mind already, I just cannot seem to find that YET.

Well I am thinking of having it done instead of doing an endless search :) BTW, Niko knows.. I think he knows how to sew which will be very perfect. I am also planning to enroll myself more likely next year after I graduate from my bachelors degree in fashion communication.. Okay, that would be too much.. maybe a two year vocational course in pattern making and sewing.

So here is the debutante, and I like her shoes.She happens to be my brothers.. err I think girlfriend.. Or a very special friend just like me and Niko haha.. Special friend would most likely mean one thing right??

So here I am showing more of my outfit. I loved my necklace, I am into necklaces lately and a lot of bangles. A lot of them. I bought another 4 bangles and a necklace just this week. I never really thought I would be into accesories, not before I considered fashion in my life.

Here am I with Niko, just fooling around and camwhoring :)

and I think he is also one hell of a fashionable guy as well :) he just wont admit it.

Okay let me take that back, he said he's not fashionable, just classy.

Things do not really seem to happen the way you think or want them to be. I almost lost what I have. Impulsive desicion making, emotions over ruling your state of mind, and a pale full of tears surpassing the memories you had. In this almost thing, the sitauation had its twist and eventually turned out to be good. Thank God it was good. :)

strangers in love...

2009-07-03T22:35:00.014+08:00

I was about to leave my house wearing this but when my date arrived it seemed like our outfits did not match so from this I had to change to...

This.. Comfy and casual. It was a casual "malling" day with my Niko, and I thought we were heading some else where that's why I wore the outfit above but I was completely wrong so I had to change my top and shoes leaving my bag and leggings to wear.

I sooo love my bag. It was one of my grand mother's gift to me for my birthday. A red purse from an Italian designer named Sandro Vicari. I think my grand mother is really a fan of Italian designers, and she gave me this together with a pair shoes. I did not wear the shoes because I would look like some formal freak. The shoes were obviously too formal. Second thing I loved from my outfit is my vest, so comfy and it really adds up style to a simple outfit. Look how simple this outfit would be without this vest right? I also got this from my grand mother also as birthday gift.. well I am not sure if its part of the b-day gift series.. Well my icon for the first attempted outfit would be camerafilmroll's 17.5k per year sucks blog from Chictopia. Yes a common fashionista that I truly follow :) and also adore. And for the "real" outfit for the day.. It would be all me, with the help of my Niko of course. :)

We did enjoy our "date" if that's what my dad calls it. It has been like I don't know.. Long before we had this "date" again. With his very busy schedule and my busy mind we hardly have time to go out and hang out as... you know. It seemed like we were two strangers who were dating each other and getting to know each other. Huh. But as the time went on we managed to enjoy each others company. I thought being with him is already a failing mission, but I was wrong. Just a rocky one. Actually I was just going to accompany him to buy clothes for tom.'s debut of a friend but we ended up.. dating... I thought the ah1n1 outbreak and the suspension of classes from SBCA is such a bad thing, but again I was wrong. It was like an angel in disguise for me :)

So here I am doing a silly face along the bay of Manila. Yes I love doing silly faces.

And us totally camwhoring. We watched the fireworks later and finally went home. I really did enjoy the day except that ooohhh it was the mid year sale and here I am soooo broke. Its like going to a war without any weapons. :( But I did not let the "broke in a mid year sale" thing ruin my day.. date.. with niko. We still ended up smiling though our fashion needs were already crying out haha!

We weren't really strangers after all. Just two friends who have not seen each other for a long time :)

style icon

2009-07-03T10:48:00.003+08:00

I really love Serena Van Der Woodsen's style. Actually it was just lately when I realize that I am really into this kinds of things (fashion, gossips, and shoes! ) I have never watched GG until 2 months ago I actually did a two day marathon of the 2 seasons at once haha! It was through a friend (isha, that's you! so thank me haha! ) that she brought out the fashioner in me I think. Don't you just love Serena's style? I have been trying to copy her though I don't think I am doing any better. *sigh*

And also, Georgina Sparks is love. Its Michelle Trachtenberg that I really like, but considering her style in GG, I have come to like Georgina na din :) I want a new pair of gray colored skinny jeans. :'( I also love how she wore the liquid leggings, it was very.. shiny? haha. oOh. which reminds me that I need to buy new one again, because the one I have is not so "liquidy".
I guess I have to buy the gray skinnies first before the liquids.

There are also those common fashionistas that I follow, there are a lot of them actually.

Yey. I am starting to master this blog :) hooray for the two pictures :)

next time,
Paty

So yes.

2009-07-02T23:18:00.000+08:00

I have finally found a temporary nice layout for my blog. From the pink one to the shoes. yes. I LOOOVVVVVVEEEE shoes :) I am still figuring out how to upload photos in my blogs. I did it once but I can't seem to do it now. I'm pretty tired.

Signing Out,
Paty. zZzzZZzzzZZZzzzzZZZZzZZZzzZ.

So new and so little time..

2009-07-02T22:43:00.000+08:00

I am new to this stupid eating site. And yes it made me feel stupid, not that blogging makes me feel stupid but the way I want my site to look nice and impressive and all that, you get what I mean right?

Anyway. Yes I feel shy about the layout of my blog. I just cannot find an awesome template that definitely suits my taste. Ugh. I need to learn more about HTML codes and layouting, I admit I am stupid to layouting stuffs and all that.

But since I am new to this and this is my first post, I know you understand. errr right?

I will be updating this blog and the layout next time or maybe after I post this if I am not that sleepy yet.

So long. New site. New Stuff. So little time.